Soon To Be Three

by Friday, June 5, 2015
Pregnancy.
9 months of happiness, fear, excitement and curiosity.
And those are the fastest 9 months (OK, 8 months for now) of our life.
Since we found out I was pregnant, it’s like we’ve been living in some kind of bubble.
First three months were full of fear and nausea. You keep worrying is everything going to be OK, and you get all those crazy feelings and thoughts you’ve never felt before. And you are constantly tired. 
I think I slept over 12 hours per day during that period. 
And you’re scared. And it’s perfectly OK. 
Then, those first three months pass, and you suddenly feel first baby kicks.
Wow, an amazing feeling. 
There’s a little person in my belly.
And he or she is growing and dancing inside, and sleeping and dreaming.
Yeah, dreaming… 
Second trimester is divine.
And it’s probably the only three months of pure enjoyment without any scary thoughts.
You just enjoy watching your belly grow and feeling little kicks.
And then you are in your big finale.
Last three months.
Belly is bigger and bigger, baby kicks are stronger, it is very hard to make yourself comfortable in bed, but you still enjoy in everything. At least I do.
I love my belly.
I am happy for this gift.
In last trimester scary thoughts are back.
But I have a lot of great girlfriends who are also pregnant, and we constantly talk and it is much easier to share everything on your mind with someone who can understand.
And I also met a lot of beautiful blogger colleagues who are pregnant too.
But the most important person during my pregnancy is Mr.Handsome.
He is always there to help me, to comfort me if I’m scared, to cook for our belly and me when I can’t.
He is my rock.
Few more weeks and we will meet our baby.
Few more weeks…
xx
Trudnoća.
Devet mjeseci prepunih osjećaja, doživljaja, iskustva. Strahova, suza, smijeha…
Devet najbržih mjeseci… Dobro, nama još uvijek 8 mjeseci, ali ovaj zadnji će doći dok trepnem.
Od kad smo saznali da sam trudna, imam osjećaj da živimo u nekom svom balončiću sreće.
Prva tri mjeseca su nam bila prepuna straha hoće li sve biti OK, nisam imala osjećaj da sam trudna osim što sam imala konstantne mučnine. Moram priznati da su mi prva tri mjeseca bila nekako najteža psihički.
Zatim dođe drugo tromjesečje i onaj prvi osjećaj nekakvog laganog dodira u trbuhu. 
Jer, to su tek dodiri, nisu još udarci.
I stalno sam osluškivala kada će me bebica udariti.
Taj osjećaj je nevjerojatan.
U mom trbuhu raste čovjek.
On ili ona pleše unutra, skače, okreće se, piški, spava i sanja.
Sanja… to mi je najfascinantnije…
To drugo tromjesečje mi je bilo najdivnije, jedina tri mjeseca bez ikakvog straha…
I onda smo ušli u veliko finale.
Zadnje tromjesečje.
Trbuh je sve veći, oni lagani dodiri postaju konkretni udarci, pronaći udoban položaj u krevetu je znanstvena fantastika.
Ali svejedno uživam.
Najviše u tom plesu trbuha. 
Stalno gledam i razmišljam o njemu. 
On je unutra i raste, hrani se, okreće se. 
Ti udarci su jaki, ali meni najdraži. 
On štuca. I tako jasno osjetim to štucanje.
Zadnje tromjesečje donosi i povratak strahova.
Bliži se porod i stalno o tome razmišljam.
Ali i ako se prepadnem, pomislim kako ću napokon vidjeti lice svojeg djeteta.
Jedva čekam onaj trenutak kada će mi ga staviti na prsa. 
Taj naš prvi susret.
Moram priznati da strahove prevladavam i zahvaljujući svojim trudnim prijateljicama i blogericama s kojima svakodnevno razmjenjujem poruke.
Ali najveća potposra mi je definitivno moj gospon’ Zgodni 🙂
Uvijek tu za nas…
Stvarno sam zahvalna na njemu.
I na mojem trbuščiću…
xx
  
All photos were taken by our friend Tea from Come Fly With Me
Thank you Miss Tea
10 Responses
  • Keit
    June 5, 2015

    Wish you and Mr Handsome all the best! And lots of health amd happiness for the little one, you guys are the cutest and will be bad ass parents, I know that for certain! ^_^ Hugzzzzzz!

  • Nataša
    June 5, 2015

    Ma jao kako ste slatki, predivna si trudnica 🙂

  • Mila
    June 5, 2015

    Predivne slike, predivne! Posebno mi je fora ova I did this 😉

  • Maja K
    June 5, 2015

    Aww, čestitke! Želim puno zdravlja i sreće maloj bebi kao i vama 🙂 Fotke su vam predivne 🙂 xx Maja

  • The Style Rawr
    June 5, 2015

    Oh gosh, you look so beautiful! Look at that perfect bump. I bet you can't wait!! Sending you lots of love and positive vibes. That last photo is awesome!

    Tara x

  • In Love WITH ART
    June 6, 2015

    <3 <3 <3

  • Tijana J. Dominguez
    June 6, 2015

    Savršen tekst i savršene slike. Sva sam se raznežila 🙂 <3

  • Adela Acanski
    June 6, 2015

    Predivno! Fotografije su divne <3

  • Andrijana Bozic
    June 7, 2015

    Upravo sam otkrila ovaj blog preko Blendera i oduševljena sam! P r e d i v n o! 🙂

  • Ivana
    June 8, 2015

    Predivne fotkice… biti ce divna uspomena! U potpunosti te razumijem… od prve do zadnje rijeci!
    Nemoj se bojati (iako je strah prirodan) i budi hrabra i moj savjet svim buducim mamama je samo- slusaj babicu! 🙂 One/ona su tu da ti pomognu. Suradjujte i maleni ce ti za cas biti u narucju! Sretno! 🙂

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